He said unto him, I am a prophet also as thou art; and an angel spake unto me by the word of the LORD, saying, Bring him back with thee into thine house, that he may eat bread and drink water. But he lied unto him. (1Kings 13:18)
What
will be your feeling when you find someone who has been sent to do what you had
delayed or refused to do for a long time? How will you feel when you see
someone performing a task you had been assigned but thought impossible? How
would you feel when you found out that the job you had been procrastinating is
being done by somebody else?
When you
read the passage this verse comes from (1 Kings 13), it appears like the
scenario we are dealing with. There is an old prophet, we can say a retired
prophet; otherwise why was he not around when the message was being delivered?
He also appears not to be surprised by the message judging from his reaction to
the death of the young prophet.
What had
happened to him? Why was he not on hand to receive the young prophet instead leading
him to his death? How come he was so zealous to get to this young prophet and
even bury him in his tomb and order to be buried next to him? What was so
special in this young prophet to him?
I dare
say that this young chap aroused in him all the potential that he had buried
when he backslid. This young man aroused in him all the regret he had buried in
his heart. This obedient chap was a rebuke sharper than a slap on the face. And
this chap showed him how useless he had become when he decided that his calling
was secondary to living a life whose comfort quotient was positive.
But why
then did he lead him to his death? I think the primary reason is that he
thought he had to see someone who had dared to take the assignment he had
thought impossible. Even the express conditions he had been issued with were a
confirmation that it was a tough assignment. Do not eat or even take water
there and do not even use the same route on your way back. But I also think he
felt bad that God finally gave up on him which might be the reason for leading
the young man to his death. He may have thought God was not fair to finally
overstep him with the assignment. Regret is dangerous. But he may have thought
that due to his long life of ‘reasonable’ disobedience there were no risks to
this young ‘radical’. God could not simply do something to someone who had
crossed borders to deliver the message that had been impossible to deliver due
to his prevailing circumstances just because he had listened to the old prophet’s
‘innocent’ lie.
I was
told about this missionary who was sent to another continent and given an
assignment that was impossible to him. Since he had also been sent by a
mission’s agency, he overlooked God’s assignment and went on doing the
mission’s assignments.
Forty
years down the road a young man from his native land is sent by his home church
to him for mentoring and assessment as he had shared what assignment God had for
him. He had even resigned from a very good job to take it. When they got to know
each other this young man told this old missionary that he had been given the
assignment that this old missionary had refused to take forty years earlier.
The latest I heard was that the old missionary had refused to recommend him.
The young chap had to go back to his homeland and I am scared that the young
man may be in the same danger that befell the young prophet.
Does
that appear familiar? Is this not what happened to the young prophet?
Regret
is a long and torturous journey. Disobedience is a painful experience. However
logical it appears it can never ever come anything close to the joy obedience
brings however painful it appears.
I know I
am speaking to people God spoke to long ago. I am speaking to someone who
thought the kind of obedience they were pursuing earlier was crude and needed
to be smoothed a bit especially after success in ministry started bringing more
‘polished’ friends. How can you fast with your first dinner invitation to a
five star hotel? How can you give your old cars to other ministers who need
them when your ‘newest friend’ has five? How can you give that ‘blessing’ to a
struggling brother when you haven’t installed a satellite dish in your home?
How do you give your tithe to that hungry family when you must have the latest
smart phone? How can you speak rebuke to the only ‘friend’ who was instrumental
to your most enjoyable holiday? How can I take a bus to a speaking engagement
when my church only needs me to sneeze and they would hire a private jet for
me?
How do I
feel when someone as radical as I was wants my counsel? How do I respond when
he asks me for support? What wells out of my heart when I am seeing success
from the ‘foolish exertions’ of the radicals who remind me of what I was long
ago?
Could I be
working in league with the retired prophet? Am I like him even though I am in
the middle of ministry? Do I contribute to their death through my
‘revelations’?
As I say
this I remember this young man I am mentoring. Recently, a ministry leader
called him telling him that God had asked him to invite this young man to stay
with him. Since he had earlier trained him, the young man dropped everything
(even studies) to join his teacher in ministry. Not long after this the teacher
informed him that he had to fend for himself, yet this was nowhere near anyone
he knew and this teacher was not willing to help him even look for a casual
job. It was painful being in a foreign land with no friends and no food, all
because a ‘prophet’ had heard from God.
Why do
you think that happened? Could it be that this ‘old prophet’ felt threatened by
the radicalism of this young fella and was looking for a way to trim his
radicalism? Could it be that he wanted that radicalism to seep into him
initially but gave up when it started shouting rebuke at his complacent life?
Even as
I write I remember this time at work when my salary was stopped for six months
for refusing to go to a bar ‘even to take a soda’. The bosses gave me a long leave
then wrote a letter to headquarters immediately reporting my desertion of duty.
It was a huge battle but I am glad that God fought for me because the aim was
that I lose my job by refusing to agree with sin and especially living with
them but having convicting standards.
Does it
excite or rile you when you hear someone planning a mission before knowing how
the money will come in? How do you feel when someone asks you to help them
decide how to give their only asset because God has spoken? What will you tell
this person who insists that God is asking him to leave college or resign a job
to join ministry?
How do
you feel when someone much younger than you wants you to help them deal with
God’s voice when you haven’t heard it in a long time? How will you give
direction to someone who walks with God in a closer and clearer manner that you
are?
It
becomes very sad when you are from a past that showed clear direction from God.
It becomes very painful when you realize that you lost it, even worse when you
can’t pinpoint the point at which you stopped hearing from God. It is pure pain
when you meet someone with the fire you had when you started ministry, who like
you long ago has let go of all that is holding them back. You see he is almost
identical to you, yet at this point that radicalism looks like sheer foolishness.
Why did
the young prophet die? The old prophet wanted to connect to his past obedience
without seeking to deal with the reasons for his stopping to hear from God. I
am sure he may have thought that this young prophet had a message specifically
to him. He wanted a miracle without paying the price. He wanted to hear without
unplugging his ears. But he simply had to have the audience of the young
prophet. It was so desperate that he resorted to lying in God’s name to
convince this obedient chap to follow him.
In my
discipleship and mentorship I have seen a common trend. Many times God directs
me to a young person whose only positive is energy. I have even been warned
against making friends with some of them because they had character issues. But
God keeps me there. After a short while the discipleship starts showing and
bearing fruit though the person is still very green in the process. I can’t
recommend him to anyone because even though they show some progress I know how
far they are to dependability.
Then an
‘old prophet’ who may have warned against my involvement notices what my ministry
is doing. All of a sudden he will pick this person and start giving him
responsibilities, even recognition that I have no capacity of giving to make
sure he leaves me for them. He will so crowd this young person that he will
have no room for me, yet he was so far from maturity. I have been rebuked by
some of those people for my ‘whatever’ as concerns ministry which many times
has been influenced by the ‘old prophet’.
I know
that many disciple makers are always dealing with this distraction to their
discipleship. The only problem is realizing that this disciple or mentee is
half cooked and not yet ready for the kind of responsibilities they are being
handed. Many times they will very soon ‘crash’ either through pride or sin and
there is nothing the discipler or mentor can do because this ‘old prophet’ has
completely shielded each from the other.
But Zedekiah the son of Chenaanah
went near, and smote Micaiah on the cheek, and said, Which way went the Spirit
of the LORD from me to speak unto thee? (1Kings 22:24)
How
close do you relate to the old prophet? How excited are you to see young
prophets flourish? Is God’s voice limited to you and yours?
May we
exhibit God’s character when we are dealing with these ‘offshoots’ whether we
agree with their logic or not. And I am speaking specifically speaking to some
of us who in our earlier years were really on fire for God. We were known for
daring to break tradition because we were clear what God wanted. We left
everything from job to studies to pursue God’s call. We were not scared of
being called fools or mad people because only God and His call made sense to
us.
May we
repent of wanting to be relevant to the world at the expense of hearing from
God. May we start hungering and thirsting for the touch and voice of God in our
situation.
As an
aside I remember in the 70s reading some magazines from some ‘radicals’ who
dared dream of reaching the farthest reaches that they had a ministry that even
produced a magazine sharing that vision. I was very young then and the
magazines used to really excite my heart as I read that I knew all those
visionaries by heart though I had never seen any of them though I could
recognize them from the pictures in the magazine.
Years
later I came to Nairobi which I thought was their base. But the script had
changed. I guess that after their radical ministry started achieving success,
demands were placed on them to start harnessing the harvest. Eventually each
one of them became a bishop of their denomination and I stopped hearing the
name of the ministry mentioned. I remember when I was seeking registration for
Restore Hope Ministries being told to stop wasting time through the long
process and pay one of them to give me cover to do ministry and I know many
churches that operate under his cover.
Recently
I went for a seminar and was taken to a church that bore the name of the
ministry. Even the overseer is one of the ‘radicals’. But I did not see
anything reminiscent of the ministry whose magazines I used to read.
Was the
ministry a front to establish denominations or to take the Gospel to places
that need it? What happened to the vision? Are these bishops obedient to the
call they were putting very clearly to anyone who read their magazine? Or did
God tell them that their magazines were the musings of some misguided young
men?
Can you
entrust yourself to them to get direction for ministry if you have the record I
have? Are they like the old prophet? Can they really mentor people into the
kind of radicalism they exhibited in their ministries then? The reason I am not
talking about their lives or persons is because I was only able to interact
with them through the magazine. By the time I was in a position to see them
they were ministry executives and I lost the urge to interact with any of them
as they had simply flown off their magazine.
The cry of
God’s heart is that we kill the old prophet in us by seeking to reconnect to
our past radical obedience. Only then will we be in a position to be of
positive use to these young prophets God is raising for this generation.
Let us
not begrudge God for refusing to bend to our hypocrisy, sin and rebellion. Let
us not feel that God has been unfair to us when He raises prophets from afar
(Judah) instead of using us to run schools of prophets because if truth be told
we are more like these Christ addressed.
Woe unto you, scribes and
Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye compass sea and land to make one proselyte, and
when he is made, ye make him twofold more the child of hell than yourselves. (Matthew 23:15)
May we
use our positions and authority to rebuke complacency and comfort from our
hearts. May we delight in seeing the young prophets not only living but
becoming all that God has purposed them to be. Above all may we be so alive so
that like Elijah and John the Baptist God will use us to raise our replacement
at our peak and not as we are expiring.
Above
all may we be so tuned to God that He is the one who will send us to search the
young prophets so that we can help them maximize their ministry instead of
killing it.
God
bless you
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