Neither shall any priest drink wine, when
they enter into the inner court. Neither shall they take for their wives a
widow, nor her that is put away: but they shall take maidens of the seed of the
house of Israel, or a widow that had a priest before. And they shall teach my
people the difference between the holy and profane, and cause them to discern
between the unclean and the clean. (Ezekiel
44:21 – 23)
A friend
challenged me to consider the priests in Israel and how they appeared when they
went back home. But we first need to look at what they did.
A priest
assessed the sacrifices, slaughtered them, sprinkled the blood for some
sacrifices, roasted some sacrifices and burnt the ceremonial portions which at
times involved whole animals.
What did he
smell like? At the barest minimum he smelt like a cocktail of a slaughterhouse,
butchery, nyama choma joint (a place
they roast/ grill meat) and the kitchen of a very bad cook who burnt everything
they cooked. But it was more because whereas in a slaughterhouse blood is
poured, the priest handled blood all the time.
A
combination of all those smells is not what is used in the makeup of perfume.
It is repulsive to say the least. And of course it was all topped up with the
smell of smoke.
What was the
experience of his wife? What did it take to be a priest’s wife? Was it
pleasurable to embrace all those smells in one person? You see smells do not
disappear when one washes, whatever soap they use. Even changing clothes like
the priests did was not sufficient to get rid of them. Yet they were the
backdrop of the priest’s office.
Another
challenge the priest’s wife experienced was spontaneity. She did not know what
she would cook at any time. Apart from the meat that the husband would be given
from every sacrifice, everything else was a mystery. You see a priest did not
have a farm and was excluded from running any income generating enterprise. The
priesthood was his inheritance. She therefore was not in charge of her diet. It
simply depended on the whims of whoever brought offerings. Of course it was not
also predictable as there were times no offerings were forthcoming. This is
what we can call living by faith, faith that food will come, not necessarily
the food you desire. You see even the sacrifices depended on others, but at
least they were more predictable as people were always sinning, unless people
lost their sense of guilt as happens with many of us sometime.
Combine the
smells you have to deal with and the anxiety of not knowing what kind of food
you will cook and whether it would be there anyway and you see why a priest’s
wife was very key to the success of the priesthood. For many that marriage bed
would be repugnant and loathsome. The sight and smell of that priest husband
would repel most wives.
But ye have profaned it, in that ye say, The
table of the LORD is polluted; and the fruit thereof, even his meat, is
contemptible. (Malachi 1:12)
It is
possible that this complaint started with the priests’ wives who were fed up
with all the smells and unpredictable nature of their office (just
speculating). Then it spread down to the people who were offering as they were
offended that their sacrifices were not appreciated by the priests through
their wives.
‘I am fed up
with all this meat. I need variety. Why must I be the one at the mercy of the
whims of the community yet made to believe I am privileged to suffer this drama
all my life?’ must be some of the things they may have been telling other women
when they met for their women talk.
Of course
other women told their husbands who were offended because they felt that maybe
the priests did not even intercede for them. How can one intercede for someone
whose offering you detest? They therefore maintained the religious practices
but lost the passion, resulting with what we see in Malachi.
The only
thing that made the priest’s life bearable was the fact that they lived in
their own cities. They therefore did not deal with the pressures that come from
neighbors who live different lifestyles. Peer pressure was therefore dictated
by the same kind of living. All the snooping neighbors were of the same
caliber.
In fact even
a daughter who was married outside the priesthood was disqualified from family
meals as marriage outside the family made her defile the priesthood she had
been born into. They were therefore more or less insulated from outside
pressure at close quarters.
But that did
not lessen the pressure to lead more predictable lives. In fact the original
sin came from such a desire – desire to be fully in charge of our lives. God
had told Adam to trust Him but the serpent convinced Eve that Adam was too
trusting on a God who released very scanty information to live by. It would be
much easier if we dealt with more information to trust God more. That is how we
fell. To Eve, more knowledge meant easier access to faith as the mystery of God
disappeared. We believe that a more predictable God is easier to trust. In fact
that is the driving force in worshipping idols. They are more or less our
creation and so subject to our understanding.
But God is
different. We know Him more as we trust Him. His revelation grows as we walk in
faith. That is how He related with the men of old.
Now the LORD had said unto Abram, Get thee
out of thy country, and from thy kindred, and from thy father's house, unto a land that I will shew thee: (Genesis 12:1)
This is to
an old man who should be settled and taking care of his grandchildren. Yet God
gives him such a call. It is similar to being asked to walk with a blindfold.
Yet that is what makes Abraham the father of faith. He was ready to be foolish
for the call on his life.
I believe
the Levites and priests were the carriers of that call. They were the reminders
that God still calls and that He requires such kind of faith, sometimes called
blind faith, to be able to access Him. It is blind in the physical but very
clear in the spiritual. We believe in God and follow Him for us to be able to
see Him. Abraham’s call increased as he followed what God was saying.
They were to
live a life that was dependent on God in all ways. They ate what God provided.
They wore what God provided. In short their lives were totally dependent on
God. That way they were able to focus on getting to know God and as a
consequence teach the people who God was. They were to spend their time
learning God’s word and copying it. They were to spend time in prayer for the
people. In fact the only remotely economic activity they were permitted was to
keep animals. But they were not to sell but to offer sacrifices for the people.
That is why the only lands they were given were the town’s pasturelands for
those animals.
Why were
they ordered not to marry just any widow? I think it is precisely for the same
reason. A widow of another Israelite was exposed to life on the outside and had
experienced a predictable kind of life. Getting that kind of person to start
living a life of faith would have been asking for too much. A person has a
limit to what kind of change they can handle. Transitioning from a normal life
to the kind of life the priest leads is nigh impossible even from God’s
viewpoint.
Another
reason God may have forbidden such a union is the leaven effect. She would
carry the poison of a life in control into the unpredictable terrain, applying
intense pressure on the priest to be ‘like all the other men’ and later taking
the same argument to the other women, making them dissatisfied with the kind of
life God had ordered for their husbands. A priest’s widow had no other
experience but the life of faith and so carried no threat to the priesthood.
I have
mentioned the fact that God put the priests in their own cities. This protected
their families from the daily rub of the families in charge of their destiny.
Their wives and children could therefore grow experiencing God collectively and
support each other in the challenges their calling brought about. Their sons
could therefore grow to appreciate a devoted life all their lives as their
mothers were extensions of the priesthood.
Do we have
priests and Levites today? Who are they?
I think I
will start with who they are not. They are not people who are living
predictable lives. They are not pastors whose congregations keep them in
comfort. They are not ministers whose ministries have a budget they keep. They
are certainly not what many pastors teach are. Certainly they are not ministers
who are making their lives selling everything from honoraria to CDs to books.
They are not the ministers who are running pyramid schemes (conveniently called
Multi-Level Marketing networks) to be in greater charge of their ministries.
We do not
have sacrifices to be offered as Christ finished with that on the cross. We
therefore do not have priests in the same order as those Old Testament ones. We
also do not have Levites in the same order. We can only draw parallels for our
generation.
A Levite was
forbidden to run his life. God said He was his inheritance. The parallel is a
person who has been commanded to leave all to pursue God’s call. It may be a
job or trade or any other thing. But it is not to get a job in a church or
ministry. Being called to resign your job to join a ministry certainly does not
make you the equivalent of a Levite. Being in a ministry where you have to
hassle for support disqualifies you from the same.
Let us look
at a few Biblical characters who were not necessarily Levites but represented
more accurately the Levitical calling to get the point across.
Samuel was
given to the Lord and ‘forgotten’ by his family. His ministry was one that was
dictated by the King. What makes it clear was that though he ministered for so
long, he owed nothing to anyone. He dared all Israel to produce a debtor or
corruptor and they failed. That couldn’t have been possible had he been
pursuing other peripheral support avenues. But I also suspect he did not own
much.
Elisha burnt
the tools of his trade to follow Elijah in the prophetic calling. We also do
not see any evidence of his wealth. What we are able to see is the refusal to
be given gifts even of appreciation after successfully ministering. Though he
ministered to kings even beyond Israel, we do not see him caught up with palace
politics.
Elijah was
not much different.
John the
Baptist lived a very rugged life though he simply could have become an Israel
celebrity.
Daniel and
his three friends, though eunuchs, followed God against all odds. We also see
them refusing rewards that could have easily got them out of servitude thought
they were promised publicly.
We can go
back even before the call of the Levites to see where it all begun. All the
firstborn rightly belonged to God, from animals to people. He therefore chose
the Levitical clan instead of having to take all the firstborns, probably to
ease the logistical challenge of bringing all these people from all the
families to be fully dedicated to Him. There were some who were born into that
and their stories bring to the fore what we are talking here. The easily
remembered were Samson, Samuel and John the Baptist. The term used was Nazirite
and among other things,
… no razor shall come on his head: for the
child shall be a Nazarite unto God (Judges 13:
5; 1 Samuel 1: 11)
This kind of
person we are talking about is one that is separated unto God, not to something
else, however godly it might appear. He is a person who operates according to
the dictates of the King directly and is answerable to Him. He may have
accountability relationships with others like Samuel had with Eli but it should
be clear that ONLY GOD holds the reins of his life. And that is why we are
ruling out people serving in ministries or churches at staff level, though they
might be the vision bearers.
Consider the
lives of Samuel, Elijah, Elisha and John the Baptist to get what I mean. Simply
saying no human structure could contain or control them. But we also need to
note that they were not indebted to any structure and for the most part lived
very frugal lives. They controlled kings but led the life of paupers as they
owned nothing. Truly God was their inheritance and it was clear to all the
others.
We can
forget the Levites for now and concentrate on the Nazirites as I think it ties
better with what I am sharing. These are people God has separated from His
people for His purpose. The only problem with God as I share with many people
is that He does not inform anybody when He calls these kinds of people. At
least for John and Samuel there was advance preparation.
How did
Elisha’s family and friends feel when he cut to pieces his plowing implements
to feast on the oxen he used as a way of bidding bye to the farming life to go
to pour water on Elijah?
… Elisha the son of Shaphat, which poured
water on the hands of Elijah. (2Kings
3:11)
What
argument did he use to convince his family that pouring water on Elijah was
more productive than being in charge of his life and the lives of servants as
he had been before?
These are
the kinds of characters I want us to consider. People who are doing
‘nonsensical’ things in the name of the King, especially a King who is so rich
and who had the capacity to make us billionaires as preachers are telling
people all over to access their offerings.
I also want
us to think about their wives. Many in the Bible did not get married. At least
we know that Jeremiah was ordered not to and John died young.
Samuel
however was married but his life was such as he was never at home for all the
ministry he was involved in.
And he went from year to year in circuit to
Bethel, and Gilgal, and Mizpeh, and judged Israel in all those places. (1Samuel 7:16)
Moses was
married but he had to ‘desert’ his young family to be what God had called him
to. He may even have had a second wife at least from the complaint of his
sister but one wonders what that marriage was for.
And when Moses' father in law saw all that he
did to the people, he said, What is this thing that thou doest to the people?
why sittest thou thyself alone, and all the people stand by thee from morning
unto even? And Moses said unto his father in law, Because the people come unto
me to enquire of God: When they have a matter, they come unto me;
and I judge between one and another, and I do make them know the statutes of
God, and his laws. (Exodus 18:14 - 16)
This apart
from the great amount of time he spent on the mount with God, one time
disappearing for almost three months, having to get back to the camp between in
the middle though he might not even have slept there due to the crisis he found
when he arrived. He had to intercede for Israel as God was incensed enough to
clear them and make Moses a great nation.
Wasn’t
Isaiah married? How did his wife react when he was walking naked for three
years? Suppose Elijah and Elisha were married? What do you think their wives
experienced on a daily basis?
Many
speculate that Paul was married but that his wife deserted when his call became
too much for her. Supposing that to be the truth, was it possible for Paul to
be all we know to have been if he operated under our understanding of marriage
and especially love?
God’s call
is such that everything else falls way below His orders. No wonder Christ had
the audacity to say
If any man come to me, and hate not his
father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and
his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his
cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple. (Luke 14:26, 27)
How does a
modern wife feel with a man who has his priorities in Christ’s order? Surely
romanticism is impossible. Such a man can never approach, leave alone become a
gentleman. He will never be able to enrich his wife in the modern sense. In fact
calling him a chauvinist would be too polite. He is a monster, looking at
modern trends of love and marriage since his wife’s desires will never come
anywhere close to Christ’s orders.
I will
however mention that before marriage very few women would resist such a man. He
would appear as the epitome of romanticism. What with being the man who can
hear clearly from God? What with the mystery that each woman craves as he would
not be dealing with the small print since his orders are clear? What with a
life whose direction is dictated by the creator of the universe?
The
adventure in his life would make women kill to marry him. That kind of life
would represent the greatest future for her and her children. But this comes
around because she thinks in modern terms. She thinks he will love her as much,
probably even more than he loves God. A modern man prefers his wife above all
else, and that is what a gentleman is known for. A man who loves God must
prefer his wife more other gentlemen, she may think.
But then she
gets married to this ‘mad man’ who like Christ expects is supposed to hate her
in comparison to his love for Christ. She tries to mold him to be more like her
friends’ men and find that he becomes even worse as the choices become clearer
for him. What she says and thinks become clear oppositions to his call. She
starts thinking that she is neglected when decisions even concerning her are
made.
She can’t
compare what she thought was her treasure to this uncaring man she got. It
becomes worse when he is ordered to leave all his security for the call. All of
a sudden his life becomes more unpredictable than the weather as even the
barest necessities become subject to ‘faith’ as he left his security, from a
job to a business to family connections just because God ‘says’ as if he is the
only one with ears to hear God speaking. What do other men of God doing
ministry hear to have their lives in control (predictable)?
But it gets
even worse as the vision becomes clearer. All of a sudden her contemporary
dressing becomes unacceptable to him. He insists that it is not good enough for
his King yet even pastors do not have any problem with it. He starts censoring
TV programs and movies. He might eventually get rid of the TV calling it a
negative spiritual influence or at best useless baggage.
Her voice
becomes irrelevant especially when she is arguing using other families and
marriages. Why must she produce a Biblical argument when she is supported by
the majority of Christian families? Don’t they also read the Bible?
‘Do they
believe and live the Bible?’ is his normal answer to which she has no response
as she knows that most of them are not sold out to the Bible as her husband.
Eventually
the marriage strains very badly. She knows he is right but is not ready to go the
depths he is going with God as the sacrifices are becoming increasingly
prohibitive. The kind of life her husband is pursuing is exciting to read
about. It is good to hear testimonies of. But it is a painful experience to
live in.
What worsens
it is the fact that they are surrounded by all these people whose lives are
packed and dried. The only surprises in them are the new car or cable TV
subscription. These cannot understand why these people with so much potential
are making fools of themselves in God’s name, as if God loves suffering. They
have tried unsuccessfully to drum sense into the man and have dismissed him as
too stubborn. They therefore resort to the wife and find very fertile ground.
Initially they want to use her to make her husband to see sense but realize
that he is unshakable. They therefore change to looking for ways to rescue this
unfortunate woman from this dreadful prison and per chance help this crazy man
to see sense.
They will
therefore engineer a separation or even divorce proceedings. Why? I think the
first reason is that this radicalism is an open rebuke to their complacent and
cozy Christian lives. This man reminds them that theirs is a profession without
commitment. They see the emptiness of their profession through his commitment
to his King. But they are not willing to change. Like I said in my book ‘The
Road to Sodom’ comfort is addictive, probably more addictive than drugs. They
would rather kill this rebuke by breaking his marriage than ask God to take
their faith to another level. Another reason they may want to break his
marriage is that they know that his wife will eventually connect to that life
given time and her testimony will be even more powerful than that of her
husband because she was rescued from a life just like theirs. It will make them
have no excuse for not growing in God’s direction.
Like I tell
you, this is not a message out of the blue and context. I know and am dealing
with many such situations and families. It just connects to a message God has
given me, and probably this is the reason He has given me.
The aroma
from the priest may be so to outsiders. But it is a stench to those closest to
him because they are with it all the time.
It therefore
requires extra grace to be a priest’s wife, in our case a radically called
man’s wife. The sacrifices called for are immense. The support from the
ministered community are nowhere close to what the priest’s got as the pastors
teach that only a pastor and church are worth any support from anyone. Giving
outside that is sometimes treated as disobedience and wastage of the seed. Most
of the persecution for them many times comes from the visible church and its
leaders as the radicals also threaten them with their deeper spirituality.
Can there be
a solution? I think the idea of priestly cities is good, only that it will take
a major miracle from God Himself to happen. But this is different from a
monastery. It is a city where they will be able to build each other’s faith
without much outside interference so that their ministry will be able to
flourish. Then they will be able to launch into the society fully prepared for
the challenges they will face.
In ‘Varsity
on a Hill’ I talked about such a strategy where people being called to ministry
are taken to learn ministry in an all inclusive location. But further to that I
think ministers who are engaged will have their fiancées getting exposed to the
extremities of their calling so that they can make a decision early enough
whether they will be ready for such a lifestyle of sacrifice and faith.
In those
cities they will learn not only to live simple lives but also to be creators.
They will be able to grow their food, make their clothes and furniture, and in
short live full lives in their cities without crying for support from the
believers who think they are a cult due to their seriousness with their King.
You see even now they rarely receive any support.
The city
itself does not have to be big. The key thing is the refuge element. It might
just be a house big enough to host many refugees from the church. They may have
been hounded out of church because they challenged the unchallengeable because
that was the order God gave them. Some may have run because a scandal was
falsely planted on them because they had become too popular and their
radicalism was at the risk of spreading. Many had too many questions that the
leadership knew would require them to go deeper in their faith, a thing they
were not ready for.
The city
will deal with those issues not from a victim direction but from the King’s
direction. Scriptures will be sought not just for answers but for the voice of
the King to be heard. Radicalism will be dealt with from the direction of the
King and not popular understanding. Listening to the King and understanding His
voice will be the most pursued thing in that city. This as few outside there
may think that of such a voice or even want to survey that aspect for their
life. That is what will make their ministry relevant to the King once they
venture out from the city.
LET US PRAY THAT GOD DOES THIS IN
OUR GENERATION
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