But when David saw that his servants whispered, David perceived that the child was dead: therefore David said unto his servants, Is the child dead? And they said, He is dead. Then David arose from the earth, and washed, and anointed himself, and changed his apparel, and came into the house of the LORD, and worshipped: then he came to his own house; and when he required, they set bread before him, and he did eat. (2Samuel 12: 19, 20)
Many people associate worship with fun and a
good time.
I have written of my reservations about our
generation’s warped understanding of worship.
But I think it is warped because we are
confused as to the object of that worship. Knowing the object of our worship
will guide our worship aright.
As usual, I use extreme examples to make my
point.
Then Job arose, and rent his mantle, and shaved
his head, and fell down upon the ground, and worshipped, (Job 1:20)
This is immediately after Job had lost
everything and everybody he owned and loved just as David had lost a son he had
gotten to love.
How close is that worship to what we call
worship today? How many choruses did they sing to get them into the mood of
worship?
Can you compare what you call worship with
this?
It is important to properly identify the object
of our worship since worship is inherently what guides our whole lives.
We worship what we can’t do without. We worship
what defines us. We worship what we revere. We worship what makes us who we
are. We worship what occupies a central place in our lives.
Let me give you a few examples of some of those
objects.
Just look at your cell phone. Think of life
without it. How long can you stay without it?
Think about the internet.
Don’t shout that it is just a tool since some
are unable to concentrate even in church and must sneak some glances at those
‘tools’
Think about your TV.
Where have you placed it.
Is it not an altar that you are bowing to?
Think about your job.
Would you walk from that job if God ordered you
to? Can you trash it if it does something contrary to your faith?
Think about family and relationships.
What I am saying is that we already have enough
objects of worship that what we think is our worship is nothing different from
the Hindus with their three hundred million gods, only that we do not have that
many.
We therefore come to church to worship another deity.
But our lives are full of the worship of other
gods, some that are of our making.
True worship of God says that it is God or
nothing. I am content being yours. Though He slay me yet will I trust Him.
That is what we see in those two examples.
A study of David is a study of worship and of a
worshipper.
The boy who stood up to a giant felt guilty for
cutting a small piece of Saul’s cloth.
Why?
Goliath was blaspheming but Saul was a king,
backslidden and rejected as he was.
David was guided by God’s revelation.
Look at him when he is overthrown and the
priests want the ark of the covenant to accompany him.
And the king said unto Zadok, Carry back the
ark of God into the city: if I shall find favour in the eyes of the LORD, he
will bring me again, and shew me both it, and his habitation: But if he thus
say, I have no delight in thee; behold, here am I, let him do to me as seemeth
good unto him.
(2Samuel 15: 25, 26)
The same ark signified God’s presence and could
have been a very great motivator to his men and demotivator to his enemies.
But David worshipped God and not His
representation.
His surrender is the worship I am talking
about. And he said the same thing when his army was pleading with him to kill
Saul who was seeking to kill him or Shimei who was abusing and insulting him to
high heavens, even throwing stones at him.
That is the kind of worship that led him after
his young son died.
The first aspect of worship is surrender. And I
think the message can be complete even if I stopped here.
Do you know that in the Bible worship is
depicted as prostrating before God?
That is an indication of absolute surrender to
the object of worship.
You realise that it is the same thing that
happened with kings before our time though I know it even happens in some
kingdoms even today.
A worshipper is in effect saying, ‘I am totally
under your control. Do with me as you would’.
Is that how we worship God?
You realise that one outward aspect of
repentance is tearing of clothes, wearing of sackcloth and more or less bathing
with ashes.
That also points at worship.
Clothes cover our nakedness and shame. Our respectability
is reflected on our clothing choices.
Tearing them is therefore a clear statement to
God that I am unworthy of any respect from Him. I am going to him worse than
naked. Remember Isaiah 64:6?
Wearing sackcloth goes farther by saying I am
completely and totally unworthy of respect, either from God or from fellow men.
Bathing with and sitting on ashes is going
farther as a cry to God for mercy as I am really nothing apart from His mercy.
I am therefore losing everything, even my name
and respectability to gain the acceptance of the One I have offended.
That is why repentance is rarely a private
matter.
Again, repentance does not have excuses. It is
only in rebellion that as I explained when I wrote about rebellion that someone
looks for excuses.
Repentance also does not look for concessions.
It is bare and only looking for forgiveness.
Why am I talking about repentance when the
topic is about worship?
It is because the object is the same.
This means that both result from the same
attitude.
It is only when my attitude towards God in
repentance is right that I can relate with Him properly in worship.
When our repentance becomes a fun affair, is it
possible to expect a somber worship? And vice versa.
However, can repentance ever be fun?
Yet we are inundated with release after release
of extraordinary celebrations of repentance and revival.
This is a clear demonstration that the object
of our worship is not the One we claim or think.
Repentance is brutal because the One we have
offended is unlike us in every way.
He is holy in the fullest sense.
Meaning there is no middle ground between us
and Him. Ther can be no negotiation to soften His stance towards our sin. I
think this verse says it.
Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone;
because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of
unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts. (Isaiah 6:5)
This is coming from a prophet, and not after he
has sinned. It is coming from a servant of the same God.
Yet seeing the same God brings out the worst in
him.
I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear:
but now mine eye seeth thee. Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and
ashes. (Job 42: 5,
6)
And this is coming from a person God was
boasting about.
And the LORD said unto Satan, Hast thou
considered my servant Job, that there is none like him in the earth, a perfect
and an upright man, one that feareth God, and escheweth evil? (Job 1:8)
Seeing God and knowing Him produces true
worship.
I am simply saying that worship is the response
of a person to the reality of God; or more accurately after an encounter with
God.
And all the people saw the thunderings, and the
lightnings, and the noise of the trumpet, and the mountain smoking: and when
the people saw it, they removed, and stood afar off. And they said unto Moses,
Speak thou with us, and we will hear: but let not God speak with us, lest
we die. (Exodus
20: 18, 19)
You may remember that Peter said a similar
thing after realizing who Christ was after the miraculous catch of fish?
The same happened to practically every Bible
who had such an encounter in the Bible.
Which God is this then that we see and dance
ourselves lame when we are not even dressed right? What God is this we see that
we can talk of boring or exciting worship? Which God is this we see that our
worship does not produce any transformed lives, that we continue doing the same
things we were doing prior to that worship experience?
Allow me to stop here because I want to have
this as a wake-up nudge on someone who seeks God.
The others will me as a rubble raiser who does
not want to see others enjoy their lives.
I will be content if only one person can
connect to Biblical worship. And I am sure God will lead you to the hows and
ifs of the same.
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