You will allow me to close this call for prayer with the source of that fire.
And Pharaoh
said unto his servants, Can we find such a one as this is, a man in whom the
Spirit of God is? (Genesis 41:38)
That fire is not
the product of our effort.
I am not
therefore asking you to pray for me for more power to perform.
It is a prayer
for the release of God’s Holy Spirit in His fulness in my life.
That is what is
consistent with everybody in the scriptures walking in power.
The Holy Spirit
is the fire that can never be ignored.
He is the fire
that contains the power to transform.
He is the fire
that convicts.
I am therefore
praying for the fulness of the Holy Spirit in my life.
Do not for a
moment think I am talking about the drama that charismatics have made of it.
Being Spirit
Filled is all about being completely under His control and Lordship.
He is the One
holding my reins, so to speak.
We see that when
we read the Bible.
It has nothing
to do with emotional highs or strange tongues but everything to do with His
Lordship over every detail of my life.
It has little to
do with the gifts and their exercise but everything to do with the reproduction
of His character and nature in my life.
But the fruit
of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
(Galatians 5: 22, 23)
This is what
Jesus meant when He said that we will be known by our fruit. The same reason He
did not mention our gifts.
The problem with
my spiritual life now is familiarity or something like that.
After being in
Christ and His ministry for long, that fruit of the Spirit can very easily
become the fruit of my experience because it has become habit.
I have overcome
temptation for so long that I do not even think about it and it stops featuring
in my experience.
It means I could
effortlessly overcome temptation in my backslidden state.
My passion for
ministry could be so ingrained that it becomes automatic and not dependent on a
vibrant relationship with Christ.
My indignation
against sin and evil has become part of me to an extent that I will fight
spiritual battles in the flesh and not even realise it.
That is the
danger Christ was warning us against when He addressed the churches of Ephesus
and Sardis in Revelation 2 and 3.
I am praying
against a habit led obedience and a momentum fuelled ministry.
And I must
create the space for my most quoted verses
Not every one
that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he
that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in
that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have
cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I
profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity. (Matthew 7: 21 – 23)
That is the
possibility I am seeing in my life.
And that is what
I am inviting you to pray against.
I want us to
pray against the beaten path that removes our focus on Christ’s Lordship.
There is
something called driver’s fatigue or something like that.
This is when a
driver falls asleep on the wheel yet drives for hundreds of miles without a
single mistake though his mind is completely switched off to the point that he
will not remember a single thing about that trip.
This happens
because he has been driving for so long that it becomes instinctive.
He will brake
when required, give way to others as required and follow lanes as required.
At that time,
his eyes become sensers to guide his other body organs to automatically do what
is required.
That is what I
fear my ministry has been leaning toward.
The reality is
that our enemy can see our autopilot ministry for what it is.
No wonder we
stop causing offense because we lack the spiritual fire that comes from
wakefulness that is the product of a vibrant relationship with Christ. Our
enemy stops fighting us because we are on his side when he looks at our
spirits.
Nobody can get
scared of losing to a vehicle using momentum because sooner or later that slope
offering gravity will end.
He will just
give us space to flow then speed off before we realise that our engine was off.
Is this not what
has opened my eyes to the state of my spiritual life?
Allow me to
quote the message to the church of Ephesus to get my point
I know thy
works, and thy labour, and thy patience, and how thou canst not bear them which
are evil: and thou hast tried them which say they are apostles, and are not,
and hast found them liars: And hast borne, and hast patience, and for my name's
sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted. Nevertheless I have somewhat against
thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence
thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto
thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou
repent. But this thou hast, that thou hatest the deeds of the Nicolaitans,
which I also hate. (Revelation 2: 2 – 6)
There is not a
single complaint about their character, ministry, doctrine.
They are scoring
plain As for who they are and what they stood for.
They are doing
the same for their relationships and witness.
But their
spiritual engine is off. They are simply coasting on neutral. They are running
on momentum.
Though to us it
appears energy saving, simply because it is effective, to Christ it offers
great offense because it takes the focus off Him to our effort. They are
bearing spiritual fruit using tools of flesh.
That is why they
were being called upon to repent.
And I believe
that is the same call God has for us today.
And I have seen
it in myself.
As you pray with
me, please remember to pray that God also points that beam of truth on you so
that you are able to see whether it also applies to you.
Otherwise, you
may pray me get out of the darkness you are in.
But please pray
for me.
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