Imagine with me this donkey conversation
Donkey 1: You have been so aloof lately. Why don’t you spend
as much time with us?
Donkey 2: I have been quite busy. You see I have started
getting opportunities that require my spending less time with you.
Donkey 3: But you also seem to be avoiding us. Why do you
not even wave at us when you are passing?
Donkey 2: I am too busy to notice anything that does not fit
in my purpose.
Donkey 1: My friend, that borders on pride
Donkey 2: If walking according to my new status is pride,
then I plead guilty.
Donkey 1: Eh? You actually mean you have been avoiding us?
Donkey 2: No. It is you who are fighting to drag me to your
level, something that I will resist with everything I have
Donkey 4: I hope you are not starting to imagine that you
are a horse.
Donkey 2: Even a horse is beneath me.
Donkey 3: Now you are taking this too far. Since when did a
donkey attain a higher status than a horse?
Donkey 2: Have you ever see a horse being given red carpet
treatment?
Donkey 1: Explain
Donkey 2: If you never saw it, did you not hear the time
people were removing their clothes and laying them on the road for me to walk
on?
Donkey 3: Was it not for Jesus that the people were doing
it?
Donkey 2: How many times has Jesus been walking these roads
without anyone doing anything of the sort for Him? Could they have done it if
it were not me who was carrying Him?
End of the conversation.
Many ministers, especially in our times reason so much like
Donkey 2. They believe that God has no other choice but to use them. They
ascribe all that God does through them to their persona.
In fact many announcements and advertisements for meetings,
seminars and Gospel crusades leave no doubt as to who the main guy is.
‘With God all things are possible’ is not complete without
the addition, ‘with so and so’. The attendance of some ministers commands
greater awe and expectation than the presence of Christ would. People attend
events and concerts because of the minister present rather than a response to God’s
invitation. I know of people who will go on leave (stop attending church) when
their star performer (sadly called pastor) is on leave. I have even encountered
some who will come to church and go back home because they discover their star
is performing elsewhere. And I am talking about people who proudly confess it.
The sad fact is that these pastors are proud of the fact
that they are the reason people go to church. Yet who are we?
But we have this
treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God,
and not of us. (2Corinthians 4:7)
There is no glory inherent in us. A light bulb is an
ornament without electricity. It may be the focus of the room, but only because
it carries the light giving glory.
That glory is Christ in us. Remove Christ and we are worse
than that light bulb without power. This is because in us dwells nothing good.
This makes it very clear that what is visible is what is being radiated by whatever
is in us. And that is what we see in Galatians 5 where the works of the flesh
are contrasted with the fruit of the Spirit. In each the resident presence
reproduces itself in the vessel holding it.
Even at our best we can only radiate what is in us and not
ourselves. We therefore should lead people to the source of what we radiate.
For we are unto God a
sweet savour of Christ, in them that are saved, and in them that
perish: To the one we are the savour of death unto death; and to the other the
savour of life unto life. And who is sufficient for these things? (2Corinthians
2: 15 – 16)
God is never at our mercy. Remember this
And he answered and
said unto them, I tell you that, if these should hold their peace, the stones
would immediately cry out. (Luke 19:40)
We are the ones in need of His mercy. We do not deserve to serve
Him at all. Nothing in us gives us any stature in God’s sight since He already
knows that we are dust.
But we are all as an
unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do
fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away.
(Isaiah 64:6)
The fact that He chooses to use us does not change the fact.
It in fact amplifies it when we get a glimpse of the One we are serving.
Then said I, Woe is
me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the
midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the LORD
of hosts. (Isaiah 6:5)
It is sheer folly, ignorance, even blasphemy to suppose that
we qualify to be used. It is even worse when we equate ourselves with God as
equal partners.
The first culprit of this is some people we more or less
worship for their availability to be used of God. Mariolatry is one such
perversion. Mary was not confused as we are about who she was in the sight of
Christ, her son in the flesh. Look at her response to God’s offer to use her.
And Mary said, Behold
the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word. (Luke 1:38)
She did not treat herself as some of us treat her. But
neither did Jesus.
Then one said unto
him, Behold, thy mother and thy brethren stand without, desiring to speak with
thee. But he answered and said unto him that told him, Who is my mother? and
who are my brethren? And he stretched forth his hand toward his disciples, and
said, Behold my mother and my brethren! For whosoever shall do the will of my
Father which is in heaven, the same is my brother, and sister, and mother.
(Matthew 12: 47 – 50)
Why we think that she and some other dead people can
intercede for us is not only incredulous but also completely unscriptural. Or
have we forgotten this
Hitherto have ye asked
nothing in my name: ask, and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full.
(John 16:24)
Why are we using others to pray for us?
But this message concerns us and our stature or lack of it
in the eyes of God.
We know we have fallen for this trap when someone’s daily
walk with God is not an essential when one is considering leadership in church
and ministry positions.
We look for an excellent voice when we want to raise
worshippers without asking whether their lives are consistent with their
confession. We look for more degrees without caring to know whether they dwell
in God’s presence. We look for the rich without caring to know whether those
riches are at the disposal of the King we serve or they are like the rich young
ruler in the Bible.
A smartly dressed preacher is regarded better than the one
who does not have an elaborate wardrobe. An eloquent debater is respected for
wasting an hour expounding on a verse than one so immersed in the word that
anything he speaks is the scripture. A magician will draw more people to their
‘church’ with magic tricks and witchcraft than someone whose closeness to God
is evident even to the unbelievers. A false prophet has a greater following
than a simple proclaimer of the Gospel of Christ.
Even the people we support are many times very clear
evidence the kind of donkeys we love. People would rather support an adulterer
with a big church than one who struggles because he has refused to compromise
his calling. They would rather support a very prominent ministry that pushes
the homosexual agenda than one which has decided to stick to the plain Gospel
of Christ.
But feeling better than other donkeys does not change the
fact that it is still a donkey. In fact it is worse because it has a serious
identity crisis. But it gets even worse because it has lost the purpose for
which it was created. It has disqualified itself from ever being used by his
creator and started living its own self-defeating purpose and of course feels
great to it. More like what happened with Eve when she thought to become like
God.
Be ye not as the
horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding: whose mouth must be held in
with bit and bridle, lest they come near unto thee. (Psalm 32:9)
That is what happened to Saul, the king. He became more
important than the prophet who anointed him, than even the God who commanded
it.
It also happened to Nebuchadnezzar. See what he said
The king spake, and
said, Is not this great Babylon, that I have built for the house of the kingdom
by the might of my power, and for the honour of my majesty? (Daniel 4:30)
It happened to Belshazzar when he took temple utensils to
his party.
And it attracts judgment, sometimes instant as it is
blasphemy however we may want to look at it.
Saul and Belshazzar lost their kingdoms. Nebuchadnezzar was
demoted to the point that he ate grass like an ox.
But it is Herod who met that judgment dramatically as he
started rotting and being eaten by worms as he was standing and taking in all
the glory the people were pouring on him.
And immediately the
angel of the Lord smote him, because he gave not God the glory: and he was
eaten of worms, and gave up the ghost. (Acts 12:23)
But does it have to end that way? Is there a way we can
avoid falling in that trap?
Of course God has provided an escape even for that (1
Corinthians 10:13).
But it is not an attractive option for most. It is sacrifice
at its most basic.
But we have Christ as our example. See how many times He
referred people to His sending authority.
Let this mind be in
you, which was also in Christ Jesus: Who, being in the form of God, thought it
not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took
upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:
(Philippians 2: 5 – 7)
He surrendered the authority He had to accomplish the
mission that brought Him.
And He also gave us the same instruction.
But which of you,
having a servant plowing or feeding cattle, will say unto him by and by, when
he is come from the field, Go and sit down to meat? And will not rather say
unto him, Make ready wherewith I may sup, and gird thyself, and serve me, till
I have eaten and drunken; and afterward thou shalt eat and drink? Doth he thank that servant because he did the
things that were commanded him? I trow not. So likewise ye, when ye shall have
done all those things which are commanded you, say, We are unprofitable
servants: we have done that which was our duty to do. (Luke 17: 7 – 10)
Are you more important than the Gospel you proclaim? Who
between you and the Gospel adds value to the other? Who can exist and flourish
without the other?
It is essential that we establish that in our hearts and
minds who we are in relation to the God we serve. Otherwise we will continue
behaving foolishly in our service to Him. Our self importance will very easily
disqualify us from being ministers, not only in the eyes of men but also in the
eyes of the one we pretend to serve.
Look at some introductions given of ministers as they are
called to speak and you will get what I am saying. Some would put Christ to
shame if He stood by them as they were being introduced. There would be little
difference between them and Herod.
Some churches are extensions of these donkeys. A signboard
will be incomplete if it does not have the picture of the main donkey very
prominently. An announcement can never be made if it lacks their contribution. Some
have wives of the donkey as the deputy and children as directors. And we are
talking about church and ministry!
But another problem with our self importance as we do
ministry is that we are wont to set the standards instead of relying on God’s
eternal standards. It becomes easy to dismiss sin and excuse it for weakness.
We become our own judges of character, even dismissing anyone who insists that
God is the only one with the standards for any judgment. Thus we will explain
sin instead of addressing it, especially if we or our supporters are the
culprits.
We also easily become partial with our attention. We elevate
those who ‘recognize’ our status and hate those who do not buy into our importance.
We hate, even destroy people and ministries whose view of our life and ministry
makes them treat us as ordinary donkeys. It becomes worse if they have the
backing of scripture and character as we fear they may influence others into
their ‘skewed’ view. Sin is sin not because it is so in God’s eyes but because
it stands in opposition with our self importance. We handsomely reward those
who recognize our elevated status and publicly affirm those who invest in our
status.
What kind of donkey are you? Is your status consistent with
God’s revelation? Or are you on the firing line of God’s judgment?
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