I robbed other
churches, taking wages of them, to do you service. And when I was present with
you, and wanted, I was chargeable to no man: for that which was lacking to me
the brethren which came from Macedonia supplied: and in all things I have kept
myself from being burdensome unto you, and so will I keep myself. (2Corinthians
11: 8, 9)
I want us to look at the tent making doctrine with a closer
look at Paul and other ministers.
This is because a generation devoid of God’s leading has
created a model and treated any other option, even God’s order, as sin. They
want to preempt how God will call provide once one responds to that call.
I want us to start with Paul because he is the one all the
proponents of the doctrine use as the model. Why?
Or I only and
Barnabas, have not we power to forbear working? (1Corinthians 9:6)
And they do this without looking even at the next verse(s)
Who goeth a warfare
any time at his own charges? who planteth a vineyard, and eateth not of the
fruit thereof? or who feedeth a flock, and eateth not of the milk of the flock?
Say I these things as a man? or saith not the law the same also? For it is
written in the law of Moses, Thou shalt not muzzle the mouth of the ox that
treadeth out the corn. Doth God take care for oxen? Or saith he it altogether
for our sakes? For our sakes, no doubt, this is written: that he that ploweth
should plow in hope; and that he that thresheth in hope should be partaker of
his hope. If we have sown unto you spiritual things, is it a great thing if we
shall reap your carnal things? If others be partakers of this power over you,
are not we rather? Nevertheless we have not used this power; but suffer all
things, lest we should hinder the gospel of Christ. Do ye not know that they
which minister about holy things live of the things of the temple? and they
which wait at the altar are partakers with the altar? Even so hath the Lord
ordained that they which preach the gospel should live of the gospel. (Vv.
7 – 14)
This is Paul’s clearest statement on ministry support. A
minister should be supported as a matter of obedience to God. He responds to
God’s call to leave everything serve God exclusively. The church obeys God by
supporting him. Anything else does not fall under God’s structure.
Of course there are those who are called to minister in the
context of their professions. I for one enjoyed that so much as I then was
self-contained and did not need anyone else’s obedience to obey. I used my
money and free time to pursue God’s call and was very effective. There are
people who wonder to date which is more effective, when I was working and could
sponsor myself and others to do what God had called me to or now when I depend
on others’ obedience to function.
In fact I thought it was on those terms He had asked me to
leave employment shortly after I had gotten married. I decided to establish a
business that would support my ministry. But I unsuccessfully looked for vacant
premises for months. Then I became sick. So sick that I thought I was dying as
there was nothing hospitals could do yet I had enough friends to enable me to
get the best treatment hospitals (public and private) offered. At this time my
wife was expecting our first born.
I therefore decided in wisdom that it was better if I died
at home and looked for transport which was a big issue then in Marsabit due to
the nature of the road. I decided to even leave most of our things in the
church I was serving since the pastor had gone on leave.
The interesting thing is that by the time I got home I was
completely healed. I have talked about being ready to obey yet being unable to
hear because God’s voice is completely opposite to your capacity to conceive
it. I suspect I heard God’s voice in the context I was conditioned by. And
especially because not long before two close friends had gone back ‘fishing’
after leaving employment for ‘full time’ ministry, one told me because he could
not raise adequate support even for the barest necessities. I therefore had
sworn never to depend on people for ministry support.
I then decided to go full time farming for the same purpose,
support ministry. Then El-NiƱo came in my first season. Since I had planted my
maize very early and the farm was far from home, it matured when the rest were not
ready. And it produced really well. And people decided to pick ‘kidogo kidogo’ (a little) to roast. The
only maize I was able to get was what I took to roast as well because of the
distance. Of course the beans produced a total loss.
I then decided to start a small workshop, at least to meet
the needs of my then small family even as I waited for God’s break.
It is worth noting that I come from a family that has deep
roots of business and entrepreneurship and so I was principally thinking of
flowing in that spirit to support ministry that God has called me to.
After some time, my sister, who lived around Kisumu made me
an offer. Your business has great potential in Kisumu. Let us partner, you have
your workshop as you offer oversight to my business.
That made a lot of sense. I therefore closed my workshop and
travelled to Kisumu to look at the prospects. Interesting enough, I was at that
time negotiating with my landlord to give me a bigger room to expand the
business.
I surveyed Kisumu and the prospects looked excellent. But as
I was planning God told me to go back home. And as usual He didn’t tell me why.
Of course my sister was very disappointed. I also didn’t give any answers and it
is difficult to explain what God has said when you do not understand anything
beyond the conviction to move.
Of course I found my former premise already taken. And I
couldn’t get another one around the centre. As had happened in Marsabit, God blocked
me from getting a room in that centre however hard I looked, and it is the
centre I grew up around.
I therefore went to nearby market centres, but even then I
didn’t succeed in getting any available business rooms.
Then a cousin from a distant market centre heard of my
dilemma. He had a vacant room that he was not using. He offered it to me for
free. It was five kilometres away, uphill in the morning and downhill in the
evening. But it was okay. There also was quite some ministry as I hustled at
that place.
We had agreed with my wife that the workshop was a temporary
solution until God leads us to the ministry He had called us from employment
for. It was therefore for the purposes of sustenance until then.
Then I took my son to school, and I was already educating a
sister in law. I realized that sustenance was no sufficient for the business as
the bills were unsustainable. We therefore prayed that God either opens the
ministry door or allow us to expand the business, meaning that ministry will
have to take the backburner, especially if it would require us moving from home.
I therefore looked for means to raise resources for the expanded business as
well as repositioning for farming. And the doors started opening.
That was then we were called to Nairobi to initiate a
ministry. Of course nothing solid was promised but for us it was an answer to
the prayer we had made. We were now content that God had directed us to the
arena of our ministry.
We served for two years then not only was our support
discontinued, we were more or less evicted from the ministry we had spent all
our effort and calling establishing.
Without support and with a growing family, we thought it
impractical to continue staying in the city. But then God told me that He is
the One who called me to the city. Whoever He used was just a channel. He told
me that He will take care of me and my family in the city.
He closed avenues for employment or business. He also
stopped me from raising support, even from my friends. And He has taken care of
me, many challenges and cliffhanging situations later.
Then I got into writing. And He provides money for the publishing
of the books He asks me to print. He then told me He wants me to give away the
books I write. And I have published over a dozen books and many booklets to
date. Then He brought me believers who need my support to have their books in
print, there are very many that are the product of this ministry. Even then He
asks that I offer my service without charge. He raises support for me.
I had purposed to tent make. But God trashed all that
expectation, and of course the theology behind it. I sought the scriptures when
the doctrine I had been taught all my life and lived by was thus trashed.
Then I discovered that the Bible is full of examples of
people God called, Paul included. The fact that he worked once in a while did
not trash the fact that God had called him and used tent making as a contact
point in ministry.
The Levite is the clearest statement from God concerning
ministry and its support. You also realize that the prophetic ministry in the Old
Testament shows that the prophets did nothing else for a living. They always
positioned themselves to be used of God however He chose.
So before you push the doctrine of tent making, please seek
God’s face and ask Him to give you clear directions. I suffered much because I was
conditioned by that doctrine that even my desire to serve God could not open
the blinders the doctrine had placed in my spiritual eyes and ears.
And I am not saying you can’t serve God in employment or
business. Just that a call to ‘full time’ ministry excludes that. And you do
not have to be a beggar to serve God in that kind of ministry, which is what I feared.
God is able to take care of you without your sourcing for support. In fact some
sourcing and sources will place you in great compromises.
What is God telling you?
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